Ballet

I took dance classes from ages 10-12 – ballet, tap, and jazz. I left that to play softball and left softball to do stage tech. My fascination with ballet never left, however, and since college, I would often fantasize about dancing en pointe. I watched this video too many times. I recently remembered that when I was around six or seven years old, a recurring motif in my drawings was ballerinas, and their pointe shoes looked like old-fashioned hair dryers. 

I had accepted that my ballet dreams would be unfulfilled because I hadn’t been dancing since I was a child, but when Libby told me she signed up for adult beginner ballet, I was absolutely stunned. Sign me up. 

I’ve now been dancing ballet for about a year and a half, and Libby and I met one of our closest friends, Angelica, through it, along with so many other amazing people.

I have spent a lot of time thinking about the intersections of ballet and visual art. The Impressionistic paintings of Edgar Degas are undoubtedly the most well-known ballet-themed works of art, probably followed by Renoir. I love the softness of Renoir’sThe Dancer and the brushstrokes and color in Dancers in Pink by Jean-Louis Forain (and I love how exhausted they all look).

Edgar Degas, The Dance Class, 1874, oil on canvas, 32 7/8 x 30 3/8 in.

Pierre-Auguste Renoir (1841–1919), The Dancer, 1874, Oil on canvas, 56 1/8 x 37 3/16 in.

Jean-Louis Forain, Dancers in pink, ca. 1905, Oil on canvas, 60.3 x 73.6 cm

Sabine Weiss, Ballerini (Ballet Dancers), c. 1950, gelatin silver print

Marc Chagall. Zemphira, costume design for Aleko (Scene IV), 1942, Gouache and pencil on paper

But, of course, I’ve been thinking mostly of photography and ballet. I found a book at Wonderbook of ballet dancers photographed by Maurice Seymour, a brother photographer duo who worked from the 30s-60s. I was taken aback by the beauty of the images, and really drawn to the darker ones. They are ethereal, haunting, and delicate. The lighting is spectacular. 

Skeleton ballerina is my new dream role.

I have a lot of dreams (nightmares?) where I am creating the BEST photos of my entire life, and then suddenly my battery dies, I run out of film, the sun goes away, or I wake up. Recently, one of these dreams was about photographing ballerinas. I can’t stop thinking about trying to capture the translucence and movement of the costumes, the delicate strength of the dancers, and all the shiny sparkles. 

Last June, I danced in my first spring recital at my studio. We performed at the Weinberg Center, which was a stellar experience. I learned the dressing rooms are below the stage (is this normal?) and our worlds were absolutely rocked by the tap dancers above us. 

I brought my digital camera to dress rehearsal. This entire process had been so impactful, I couldn’t not photograph behind the scenes. The bottom image will be on view at the Washington County Museum of Fine Arts in spring 2025.

Elisia

Gigi

Gigi, Libby, and Angelica

My Holga is the lightest camera I own, so it’s the one I can bring with me everywhere. If you know the nature of the Holga, though, the below images are no surprise. Blurry, not enough light – I definitely needed a tripod to shoot on the bulb setting. 

When I was holding the shutter open during this photo, one of the very experienced dancers came up and told me how much I had improved. :’)

These photos are from our fall studio showcase. Going for more of a film-y snapshot feel with these. 

And fun pics for posterity’s sake.

I got a ton of flowers. :’)

Isn’t this funny?

My dancing queens.

Please send me more ballerinas in art history!

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